Today I played, Hide and Seek, I haven’t played that game since I was a child. Actually, I didn’t like it that much as a child really. Especially if you were the one hiding. I mean how could you tell if you were really good at hiding, or if the others had just got bored looking, and gone off and done something else. Anyway, I played it today, a one-person version. Yes, I’m looking for myself, a self I recognise anyway. I count to 100, open my eyes, look around, nope, still not there. When I look in the mirror, I find me again, I’m not lost at all. When I close my eyes again though, there’s this other me, the one you can’t see, but I sure as hell can feel it. I feel it from my head to my toes. There’s a whole world happening, that you can’t see on the outside, it’s well hidden, even to myself sometimes. Confusing? I know. It's all an illusion.